DESPONDENT

by Shola Aurora

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This Single continues the tale of the female protagonist "Celest". A broken girl in a shattered world, trying to piece together the fragments that remain.

The Song "Requiem" was the introduction of her story. Now Prepare for the continuation.

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released October 31, 2016

Lead and Rhythm Guitar : Ari Friedman
Drums : Leo Freire
Bass : Klisk Midori
Produced By David Andronico

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Shola Aurora New York, New York

SHOLA AURORA is the former singer of New York City based visual rock band Sol Ardour which is currently on hiatus. As a songwriter and producer, Shola pursues his first venture as a solo artist creating sounds influenced by the musical genres of visual kei , goth, metal, glam, rock, and experimental music while continuing to dwell in N.Y.C. ... more

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Track Name: DESPONDENT
is this constant pain my resolve
To stomach this hurt for so long
im trying to make my own answers its hard
The weight of each passing day
This burden how much can i take
this mask of a smile
is now crumbling away

into the night you and i
Become the darkness hidden
these broken hearts we'll mend once more
Until we find this hope for life
The light will still diminish.
fantasies
of the lives we didnt
live to see
when this clock stops ticking
over again over again.
This trend is real ly
fuck ing my head, fucking my head
Inside im screaing
cant you see
Im already drowning

I played pretend to breath again
the lies, the truth its all the same
I don't know who i am
any more
A shadow of a time when
I could stand on my own
A memory a phantom
A fate Ive lost control over
repeated nightmares you call days
can it all be over
Ah ah ah a
Ah ah ah a
I cant find a silver lining
when everything around me turn
to dust.
on my own ive wandered for so long


here and now
amongst this tragedy
is this the place id rather be
ill wait for you to reach out to me
with a love that will never end
here and now
is it so plain to see
im such a mess
please comfort me
these tears are my only company
I afraid they're my only friend

this world rejected you
we seem to be no use
we're fragment of a shattered mirror
and though this may be true
ill pick up these pieces with you
I don't mind
this time.


To face reality
This ugliness we've seen
It will all just fade away in time


into the night you and i
Become the darkness hidden
these broken hearts we'll mend once more
Until we find this hope for life
This light will still diminish.
fantasies
of the lives we didn't
live to see